the deletion of the old
some room to breathe away from the past
Things are looking up for me. I feel like my life has begun coming together after falling apart. Shattering to pieces really. But I have begun to find my feet. I have begun to live, to feel, to want, to accomplish.
Its been a long road. Why did it take me so damn long?
Enough of abstracts.
I'm seeing a man, a man I like a lot. He is kind and funny and strong and smart. He knows how to make me laugh. He knows how to kiss me. He loves his family, and does everything in his power to care for them. I love his friends and they love me. I am starting to see the long haul, but getting to that point has taken me a long time. We have been seeing each other for nearly 5 months now, and I can just now start to feel that thing, that magic little ball of warmth that begins to grow inside your heart when it starts to open to someone.
I hope this goes better than the last time...
